jealousy...

If you’re expecting any wise thoughts on this topic you might as well stop reading here, because this is still one of those rough edges of myself that I am searching for a way to smooth. But perhaps all my asking for guidance and inner work has been heard somewhere because the other day I was sat by a little lake and perhaps I added a few drops of tears to the surface of the water when I heard the engine of a plane approaching. As I looked up above me, to my disbelief, the exact same plane from a few days ago, with MULT (past in Hungarian) written on it was just passing by and again not landing but flying off into the unknown. If that wasn’t enough of a coincidence, by the time I walked to the gate near my caravan site, that exact same plane, or another one with the same writing on it flew past me again. I don’t know how to overcome jealousy and insecurity, but I promised myself then and there to never compare myself to anyone again and to give myself the same appreciation, respect and compassion that I try so eagerly to give to others. There is only one of us and each and every one of us is so spectacularly unique, it’s just a matter of finding in what way we are and trusting that someone else will take the time to find that in us too! 