Saturday, 28 February 2026

Christopher gratitude journal - Mimi and Kiki


Christopher, my darling, 

We've had some ups and downs lately and we've both questioned our love for each other, which has been heartbreaking for me. 

Last night you had some very big feelings, big outbursts. 

I dug out my book of healing stories for challenging behaviour and tried to read from it for you, but you said the story was boring... 

So I decided to turn my pain into a story to see if it could be more healing for me and more meaningful for you. This story came to me this morning as I woke... 

There was a little girl called Mimi. She was about 5 years old. Mimi had lots of joys in her life like singing, dancing and animals, but one thing made her heart a bit sad. She didn't think her parents loved her. This made her feel quite alone and made an invisible web grow around her body to stop any more hurt getting through. 

The years went by and Mimi grew into an adult and she had a child of her own, Kiki. As he started to grow into a little boy, around the same age as Mimi had been, he started to have the same feelings. He didn't realise, that when he was born, a tiny thread of the web had wrapped itself around his little body and grew with him as he grew older. 

One day as Mother and child walked by the flowing river on one of their evening walks they spotted the brightest star. They asked this star to help them take these webs off as they felt like they didn't need them anymore.

That night as they slept the Brightest Star sent down tiny specs of its light to unravel the webs and take them back to the star. The webs, reaching the star just melted away into pure love.

The next morning Mimi and Kiki woke up filled with a new feeling of love and freedom and felt so grateful in their hearts as they flew down the banks of the river in the early morning light, enjoying their new found feet. 

They never forgot to thank the Star for the gift it had given them. 

Thursday, 26 February 2026

Gratitude journal for Christopher - Thank you ❤️


My darling Christopher, 

I have been keeping a paper journal for you too, but I don't always have it with me when I want to write to you, so I've just had an inspiration to start a gratitude journal for you here.

It was prompted by hearing your beautiful little voice on the phone this evening. I was listening to you natter away about all the stickers you received at school and house points, for doing six sentences apparently. Your words were music to me and I wish I could bottle them up forever. 

I'm so grateful to be your mummy. Being a mother hasn't always been the easiest journey for me, for which I hope you will forgive me one day, but there is no one else I would rather put to bed at night, chattering about all sorts, no one else whose back I would scratch to help them fall asleep, no one else who I would splash through puddles with and put the washing machine on for three times a day!

I'm also delighted that you've found a new passion you enjoy and that's your drumming lessons at school. You enjoyed your first one so much that you keep asking me how many sleeps until the next one. I love your appreciation of music, and so grateful you have healthy little legs to run with, cycle, swim and kick your football! The other day you came home excited to tell me that you were going to run, swim and cycle in year 3, 4 and 5! I'm guessing you'll be doing a triathlon 😊

I'm finishing my last hour at work while you're putting some lego together with daddy. It's a set of dirt bikes and trucks I ordered for you for your birthday, but I couldn't wait to give it to you. 

I am now going to create an email address for you where I can send you all these entries for you to read and appreciate a bit later!

Szeretlek ❤️

Mummy xxx